{"product_id":"letter-006-serial-yes","title":"Letter 006 — Serial Yes","description":"\u003cp\u003eDear me,\u003cbr\u003eI am an accomplice.\u003cbr\u003eA serial yes.\u003cbr\u003eYes.\u003cbr\u003eYes.\u003cbr\u003eYes.\u003cbr\u003eTo everything but myself.\u003cbr\u003eFor safety.\u003cbr\u003eFor comfort.\u003cbr\u003eMe and my pain became partners in the illusion that everything wrong was somehow right.\u003cbr\u003eA comfort zone.\u003cbr\u003eA product purchased with a life not lived.\u003cbr\u003eI wake up and the headache is beyond me.\u003cbr\u003eAspirin.\u003cbr\u003eWater.\u003cbr\u003eFood.\u003cbr\u003eI'm avoiding the mirror.\u003cbr\u003eI can't bear myself today.\u003cbr\u003eBeyond the headache, the voice is back.\u003cbr\u003eNot loud.\u003cbr\u003ePersistent.\u003cbr\u003eSo today, we will talk.\u003cbr\u003eToday, maybe I will listen.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe thing about becoming is that you're always divided — between past and future — but almost never the present.\u003cbr\u003eWho am I today?\u003cbr\u003eNow?\u003cbr\u003eHere?\u003cbr\u003eIt seems impossible to jump into who I want to be without foundations beneath me.\u003cbr\u003eMy closet.\u003cbr\u003eI always start there.\u003cbr\u003eI need to put everything in place to see what doesn't fit anymore.\u003cbr\u003eI can't see what's out of place before I place it where I think it should be.\u003cbr\u003eI let instinct do the rest.\u003cbr\u003eCoffee.\u003cbr\u003eI need a familiar smell.\u003cbr\u003eShower.\u003cbr\u003eNetflix.\u003cbr\u003eNo.\u003cbr\u003eFuck Netflix.\u003cbr\u003eI can't keep avoiding this.\u003cbr\u003eI'm stressed not because it's so scary, but because I've been avoiding it.\u003cbr\u003eWhat do I want to take with me — from me?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is the beginning.\u003cbr\u003eToday, I will be here.\u003cbr\u003eNow.\u003cbr\u003eObserve.\u003cbr\u003ePreserve.\u003cbr\u003eCopy.\u003cbr\u003eDelete.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Love Letters To Myself","offers":[{"title":"Default","offer_id":57916245147979,"sku":null,"price":1.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1064\/4802\/7979\/files\/LLTM_Banner_2_d22b0da8-e9b8-4ff1-9d23-bbf55ab5defe.jpg?v=1785562827","url":"https:\/\/loveletterstomyself.co\/products\/letter-006-serial-yes","provider":"Love Letters To Myself","version":"1.0","type":"link"}