{"product_id":"letter-012-self-made-orgasms-last-longer","title":"Letter 012 — Self-Made Orgasms Last Longer","description":"\u003cp\u003eDear me,\u003cbr\u003eThis time I put my clothes on first.\u003cbr\u003eAfter we sealed the toxique contract between us, both parts met the promised standards: intensity, desire, passion on his end, and obedience, sensuality, and warmth on mine.\u003cbr\u003eUntil he laid his head next to mine, closing his blue eyes.\u003cbr\u003eHe didn't look as surprised as I expected.\u003cbr\u003eI think he was impressed when I placed his clothes next to him and said, \"I need to be up early tomorrow.\"\u003cbr\u003eThe universal phrase for: I don't want you to spend the night here.\u003cbr\u003eMy face was so neutral, I couldn't have done it better even if I tried.\u003cbr\u003eSeven seconds in heaven with him.\u003cbr\u003eSeven days later, still in heaven with myself.\u003cbr\u003eTwo orgasms — one from him, one from me.\u003cbr\u003eMine still moving through my body seven days later.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDear player,\u003cbr\u003eYou have the right to remain cold at all times.\u003cbr\u003eNo feelings should be involved at any stage of this agreement.\u003cbr\u003eYou have the right to kiss me, pull my hair, save me like a woman, and punish me like a child.\u003cbr\u003eFalling in love is punishable by humiliation, rejection, and self-worth debt.\u003cbr\u003eNo hugging, intimacy, or eye contact is allowed during the act.\u003cbr\u003eIf they occur, they must be treated as irrelevant to this type of relationship.\u003cbr\u003eYou also have the right to outgrow your previous version.\u003cbr\u003eAnd if, at any stage of your becoming, the other player no longer fits the fantasy, you have the right to leave him without explanation, regret, or mercy.\u003cbr\u003eTerms \u0026amp; Conditions.\u003cbr\u003eThe small print we never read.\u003cbr\u003eBut we always click accept.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn chess, the most dangerous move is the one nobody expects — when the queen crosses the board in silence and ends the game in a single strike.\u003cbr\u003eThey appeared in my head so clearly while I was out for a run.\u003cbr\u003eRevelations always come suddenly.\u003cbr\u003eAlways late.\u003cbr\u003eNever when I need them.\u003cbr\u003eJust fresh air and my heavy breath.\u003cbr\u003eAll this time I was looking at the chessboard from the wrong side.\u003cbr\u003eThe rules come with the next level.\u003cbr\u003eFor me to admit what this really was — that was the next level.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIs it possible to outlevel myself?\u003cbr\u003eAs a kid I learned that when you become very good at a certain game, you start losing interest.\u003cbr\u003eHave I outplayed him?\u003cbr\u003eOr outgrown myself?\u003cbr\u003eTwelve Sundays will do that to a woman.\u003cbr\u003eBecause if he doesn't hold real control over me, then this is a breach of contract.\u003cbr\u003eTerminated effective immediately.\u003cbr\u003eAnd the rules are clear.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Love Letters To Myself","offers":[{"title":"Default","offer_id":57916263530827,"sku":null,"price":1.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1064\/4802\/7979\/files\/LLTM_Banner_2_e086235a-1353-4496-b197-82eadd9e98f4.jpg?v=1785562859","url":"https:\/\/loveletterstomyself.co\/products\/letter-012-self-made-orgasms-last-longer","provider":"Love Letters To Myself","version":"1.0","type":"link"}