{"product_id":"letter-016-forever-yours-forever-2019-forever-london","title":"Letter 016 — Forever Yours. Forever 2019. Forever London.","description":"\u003cp\u003eDear me — … no, not today.\u003cbr\u003eDear J.,\u003cbr\u003eHello, it's me.\u003cbr\u003eI'm not here to ask you stupid questions that only flatter my ego.\u003cbr\u003eDo you remember me?\u003cbr\u003eDid you really love me?\u003cbr\u003eI don't need to ask.\u003cbr\u003eI know you did.\u003cbr\u003eI know you do.\u003cbr\u003eAnd in some way — I know you always will.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI just didn't know why I came.\u003cbr\u003eNot until I spent three days staring at the screen, trying to press send.\u003cbr\u003eI couldn't.\u003cbr\u003eBecause the truth is — I don't even know what I want from you.\u003cbr\u003eClosure?\u003cbr\u003eProof that I still matter?\u003cbr\u003eApproval for who I am now?\u003cbr\u003eTo show you that I became better — because I did?\u003cbr\u003eTo make you regret letting me go?\u003cbr\u003eMaybe all of it.\u003cbr\u003eBut none of it is a second chance.\u003cbr\u003eAnd that's the only thing that actually matters.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI spent a lifetime trying to belong to someone, somewhere.\u003cbr\u003eAnd somehow — I finally belong to myself.\u003cbr\u003eIt's been seven years.\u003cbr\u003eAnd you gave me silence.\u003cbr\u003eSo I learned how to speak it too.\u003cbr\u003eAnd now I understand — you closed this book a long time ago.\u003cbr\u003eAnd you never came back to read it again.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI think I was born with a broken heart.\u003cbr\u003eI just didn't understand it until I met you.\u003cbr\u003eI didn't know I wasn't whole.\u003cbr\u003eYou made me feel oceans, forests, winds, hands, kisses.\u003cbr\u003eThe fucking earth was in your eyes.\u003cbr\u003eAnd maybe that was always the point.\u003cbr\u003eNot forever.\u003cbr\u003eJust once.\u003cbr\u003eJust enough.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI crossed the sea back to London, thinking I needed something from you.\u003cbr\u003eForgiveness.\u003cbr\u003eAnswers.\u003cbr\u003eSomething to end it properly.\u003cbr\u003eBut I don't.\u003cbr\u003eI don't need your forgiveness anymore.\u003cbr\u003eI am tired.\u003cbr\u003eI'm not in love with you anymore.\u003cbr\u003eAnd I can't keep punishing myself anymore.\u003cbr\u003eBut I will always love you — in every song we loved, in every story we thought would be ours, in every version of me that existed with you.\u003cbr\u003eA moment no one can erase.\u003cbr\u003eNot time.\u003cbr\u003eNot distance.\u003cbr\u003eNot people.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDear me,\u003cbr\u003enot everything continues.\u003cbr\u003eBut it stays, in a capsule called memory.\u003cbr\u003eExactly where we were.\u003cbr\u003eUntouched.\u003cbr\u003eUnchanged.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDear J.,\u003cbr\u003eForever yours.\u003cbr\u003eForever 2019.\u003cbr\u003eForever London.\u003cbr\u003eTanya.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI never pressed send.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Love Letters To Myself","offers":[{"title":"Default","offer_id":57916281848139,"sku":null,"price":1.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1064\/4802\/7979\/files\/LLTM_Banner_2_8a56db7a-b31a-414f-a8b2-798d3a4cdee6.jpg?v=1785562879","url":"https:\/\/loveletterstomyself.co\/products\/letter-016-forever-yours-forever-2019-forever-london","provider":"Love Letters To Myself","version":"1.0","type":"link"}