CHAPTER 5

LETTER 019

DEVIL ON MY SHOULDER

Writer's note

Can you desire your own reflection the way you'd desire someone else's? I didn't know the answer either.

Dear me,I feel like I am diving into a dangerous game of delusion.Is it possible to feel desire for a fantasy not connected to any man in particular, but directed towards myself?Is it possible to be turned on by a reflection — my reflection?—White.I have...…

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