CHAPTER 5

LETTER 020

I WAS MY TOXIC MAN

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What happens when the person you're trying to impress is only ever you?

I couldn't understand exactly what game I was playing with myself.I wasn't the type to share much with the mirror.This was different.I wasn't looking at me — I was looking at the one I was chasing.Dear future me, I met you last night...—Half a bottle...…

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